罗月珠

罗月珠 如果你真的发生什么事
我真的会很多难过
有让我吓到担心啦:(
虚惊一场～
我很爱你<3！！


这两天很开心
原本打算明天再更新
反正等宝贝冲凉
没事做就更新了


宝贝
不是不和你说怎么了
是逃避吧
不想面对不开心的东西
或许等到我可以接受的时候
我就会说出来了呢？
虽然在你面前掉泪
已经不是一次两次了
可是还是不喜欢在你面前掉泪
这样的你会不知所措
相信我
我可以度过的


妈咪
最近很厉害facebook了咯
一直看一直看
然后就打来慰问哈
让我觉得很温馨
我很爱你
和你说了一小时的电话
好开心 想投入你的怀抱
想告诉你你所有问我的问题:(
第一次 我觉得 你真的有安慰到你的女儿
是我长大了才感觉
还是我以前根本就笨得要死



cheerleading training really made me feel better!!
dream high is the drama i m watching now..no bad
i like the song 死都不放手
haven start watch tis drama
i already like this song!! damn nice~

cheerleading gathering night..
i felt warm and happy <3
hehehehe~
i like this feeling hope this feeling can stay longer~~


Today went shopping with dear and jiawei
we went by uncle vincent car
wow an expensive car hahhaha
but he let us wait very long when we back >.<


I saw his sister when we going to popular.
she smile to me and me too
i m just direct turn around to popular..
yes i m no brave to met all of them..i admit.

and now i just realised one thing
is wondering y i cant search him...!!!
anyway..
LEARN!!

鸭蛋

Just finished my dinner yo...a warm porridge and some something else cooked by adelyn and zijian ^^
is wondering got 鸭蛋叻
谈话中 原来有鸭蛋这个东西
可是我好像没有吃过哈哈


CIB赶完了
可以比较轻松的一个星期 哈
明天再开始finance好了
然后后天去shopping~~yahOO


今天都没什么胃口
不知道为什么
可能心挂着CIB
然后又碰到那件事
更没有胃口
不过睡了个小觉起来
胃口回来了<3
心里也舒服多了



我想喝下小酒醉下
嗯下礼拜能吧哈




it is really END..since the last night message and
facebook status..hmmm...mayb it is really a better way~~
谢谢你那么勇敢的忘记 这样我才会更逼自己忘记
说放下 我真的一点也没放下 现在真的要放下了
在一起那么久 不了解你是假的
你和我一样害怕痛
宁愿忘记不要想起痛
这次真的让你彻底放下了
到现在表面我是放下了
里面却还是轰轰烈烈的
要怎样熄灭 嗯我想不要看到你 不要想你 不要听见你的事
我想时间可以慢慢帮我熄灭吧
i m not regret tat love u even broke with u
i m regret tat i din give us more time to stay to make a last memory....

BMW AG

我不喜欢她
表里不一的人
无法在她身边呆太久
我很坏
可是假意的和她好
我做不到
是我的问题
还是大家可以带着面具做人:(
如果她可以不要那么假就好了
看穿一个人是好事还是坏事=.=
我已经分不清楚了:((



he changed to be single a few minutes ago in facebook..
haha
hmmm he is right
he is not for me anymore..
goodbye!!!!!

Dream

Had a nice nap this afternoon.
but I was dream a strange dream...
haha really strange...
A thing never happen in a real world..
the roles in dream are friends here...haha
maybe think too much about friendship
tats why had a dream like that..


Finished management assignment now turn to CIB assignment.
All of them suffer on it..
Actually I really haven start but those start really give me a stress to me.
Sigh..Hope can done the introduction by today.
No extra time to give me rest :(
CIB made me want to give up all of it but I know I wont!!
But it really made me  homesick very much..
home really sweet home :(
It just one month serene!!! please work hard..


I do appreciate have adelyn with me here!!
A post that she tagged me is really correct.
Almost cried out when I saw the post.
That is truth and just she know me :)


Lets fighting!! I gonna kill you all!!!

很爱过

叮当 很爱过



##謝謝你從來沒有覺得我不夠好
謝謝你守護我的每一分每一秒
謝謝當天塌下來 你也會幫我頂著
冰的固執 水才會懂

終於讓時間回過頭笑我們傻
但暴雨都要淋過才能逼得人成長
沒有地久沒有天長 沒有最美的花
只有遺忘 能讓眼淚流光

很愛過 很痛過 我們為了彼此而活過
你愛我 擁抱著我 卻讓我看不見星空
我們都 沒有錯 沒有誰比較寂寞
我的世界早已經不是以前

也許以後再也沒人比你更愛我
也許以後我也不可能在那樣活
每當想起你的時候 快樂都比較多
也許快樂 是時間的幽默

多少天 多少夜 愛一個人很難 愛自己更難
清晨醒來所有美夢都不見##

句句都说得很对

句句都反映著我們

在車上聽著這首歌

在回senadin的路上

腦子裡回憶著與你很多

忍著淚水 不讓它掉下來

原來我們的回憶那麼多

曾經那麼的甜蜜

我現在才感受到哈

或許遺忘你比較好

可是我會選擇把你藏起來

因為很愛過

媽媽打來問我有事嗎

當然會回答沒有事啦哈哈傻的媽媽

不過很開心很溫馨

我愛媽媽<3

sigh 現實太殘酷

我不喜歡

懂我的人 會知道我是怎樣的人

有很多 上了大學才知道............................

I am Sorry

Hurt you..I am sorry.
He replied me already.
He just replied me as you like and take care.
I saw he put a smile behind the text, I tot that he accept of it
BUT he called me, I heard his sound with crying.
I feel guilty to hurt him a lots. I am sorry and sad too.
畢竟是我愛的人 他受傷 我也受傷
He called me ask about the reason I want to brake.
I keep in silence. I am scare I will cry when I saying out the reason.
He really know me well., he said izzit no convenience to say out?
Yes I am. So I msg him. We are not a right person to each other :(
Brake to you is a way to learn how to live without you and same as you.
I hope you can recover faster, I will worry at you but I can do is nothing.
If someone ask me, why feel sad then still want to brake up,
I will answer I dont want get more sad!!


與你的回憶 我不會忘記
我有很貪心的想再和你過多一些日子
可是我沒有時間
再拖下去只會更傷
我也只能在這裡說再見了
前幾天 我有多害怕星期四的到來
害怕的是猶豫不決的自己
怕自己那堅決不了的心
這次是第3次分手
我相信是最後一次了
我會痕下心的放下你
這或許傷害了
可我也只能說對不起
這或許對你現在不是個好方法
但我相信對未來的你是個好的結束


2009/06/07---2011/03/17
謝謝你
最後一次
我愛你<3

這是你最喜歡的照片！
please forgive me.

The End

The things I had already said out.
I know that is no chance to return.
But he haven give me any respond.
Maybe he haven seen yet or also maybe he dont know how to reply me.
Anyway I already made this decision.
I am sorry to him but I have to do like this.
I am not regret of this and then I feel relax and distress..
When the love become stress, there is very suffer.
Actually I could make this decision early and that time I was just not willing to..
Now I wont change already!!


Beside this, I am suffering on my those disgusting assignment due weekly =.=
Sigh my poor english really suck!!!


Whatever relationship, we have to know what is right and learn how to forgive.
especially friendship.
many friends have problem on their friendship
I would like to give them my suggestion and do beside them whenever they need me.




I miss Jb miss my home
but I know I have to wait more 3 months.
Mummy have told me yesterday night.
She told me dont want broke up fiercely, say clearly to him.
她還說再見還是朋友 it made me laugh haha
ya, what she said is right so I did it.

SIGH

sigh..maintain a relationship is not that easy
especially this one..why
because mayb this is not a right time for me
this 2 months i will be very busy,
cant accompany whenever he need me
and so do I
I got a feeling want to give up again
but I really not willing to do
and now so why I suffer on it
apart this, I m bad
I feel that my feeling to him is not love already
I really dont know how to do now
continue or just let it go
will I regret?
but if continue, izzit hurt him and also me?
And I oso afraid, afraid that he would hurt himself or even do sth bad
I know he is hard to give up.
So that why I have to act as bad to say broke up if I really want to.
Lyn said on siamies tat day is right.
If really dont wan, then must not care how sad of him
If not, then will get more hurt in the end.


But now, I dont know!!!!

stella chung

我還是很不會blogspot
之前的無名比較會
或許我需要時間去了解下


放了個照片
只是暫時的
因為想放
可是就電腦沒有最近的照片哈
anyway,,stella chung is very pretty
我沒有追星的習慣
但是有機會拍照當然也會像個瘋狂追星族那樣哈


第2個星期了
很忙很忙
功課實在是多啊
下星期就要幹完management assignment
再下星期要幹完cib assignment
再下星期要幹完debate
再下星期要幹完marketing assignment
到這裡 可以暫時歇會兒
過後就assignment2來了
啊啊啊很忙


結果 他真的發飆了
陪他時間不夠
會抽多兩天給他
也就是說
我要更努力的把assignment做完


WTF~ the smell of busy and stress :((


this is not a easy way to go on
but i wish i can reach
lets work hard
i wan graduate successfully!!

玫瑰

最討厭想標題了
根本就一個不會==

呼 這是一個沒有人知道的地方
除非 哈 有人跑去看我面子書的info

想寫回
就因為心裡太多心事了
已經又到了極限
回想起之前的部落格
叫我寫的人是李岳橋
永遠都不會忘記他曾教我如何在部落格撒野
雖然現在的他 似乎都在忙學業
總是忘記答應我的事
是有點鬱悶啦
好朋友的份上 就沒關係了已經



那天
我們又見面了
他變了
我不喜歡他的一些壞習慣
他都為我改了
我.....有嚇到 也有感動 也很開心
這讓我不想說分手了
每當想到要說時
就會聯想到他的難過
自己也是說不出口
可是真的不知道是害怕他難過
還是自己也不捨得哈
但這些都不重要了啦
因為我想繼續愛著他


昨天和keikei她們有聊到感情事
之中有說到
明知道對方不好還是會願意獻下去
真的很對


阿達蘭說她的牛
讓我回憶起高中
眼淚在徘徊著
這是回不去的美好時光



心情很交錯
又開心又壓力又擔心
我總是愛想多
這是壞習慣


很開心
我有我愛的朋友們
我很珍惜
不會表達出來
可是心裡的感激真的有
就算我與某些朋友的回憶很少
但對我來說已經是很珍貴的友誼了


我就是只要一放感情
就很難收回了


秋吟的外婆走了
我也好害怕親人離開的那一刻:(


一星期過去了
我幾乎什麼都沒做到==

The New Start

其實過完年我就想過從新寫部落格
然後結果拖到現在
又去沙巴 然後回到美里又上不到網的因素

anyway...
I start my new semester already..sigh..
is a very tough sem for me..
marketing management and cib...
those units are my poor part.. :(
have to work hard!!


對於 她
我已經放棄了
該說的我都說的
她不會想 我也不想去理那麼多
她開心就好


至於 他
到最後
分手這兩個字我實在說不出來
是害怕分手
還是心理不想放手
我已經分不清楚了
現在就順其自然吧
也只能這樣了


這幾天習慣早睡都
然後很早就很累了
這樣也好
早睡早起是好的
希望就這樣持續著



我的愛的媽媽回家了
她在的時候
整個就好像在家那樣
現在什麼都要自己來了
又回到沒有媽媽的日子了



相處自然就會有摩擦
只要懂得體諒
一定可以很開心的


我不喜歡某種感覺
說不上的感覺
唉


加油吧～